Busch Gardens... RIDES!!!! (3)

So, it appears that my best friend, his girlfriend, Katie and I will all be going to Busch Gardens later this month.

Sweet.

Kings Dominion is Ok and all, but we opted for Busch Gardens (though slightly priceier) because it has more rides and more fun rides, not only that it has some historic rollercoasters and the world's most beautiful themepark according to some study or survey or something. So ummm yeah. I mean, volcano is a cool roller coaster, but, so is the loch-ness monster, and apollo's chariott, and alpengeist.

I didn't eat yesterday....

Probably not exactly a good thing, well... let me amend that. I didn't eat anything substantial today. I had some pita chips and hummus. But that's it. That was all I had yesterday. Just some hummus and pita chips. But I also didn't really feel hungry.

Supposedly, this is another sign of depression or also bipolar disorder. But, I really don't care. Reason being, I rather like being a human being. I don't want to be some medicated walking zombie. You know? The medication that they put you on for that really, it basically makes it so you can't feel, at all. Because to control the extremes they put you at an extreme middle, which just wouldn't feel right.

It's why I'm not on riddalin for my ADD. I didn't like the way it made me feel.

Life should be lived and felt, not just lived.

From my understanding even food like loses its color and taste and colors like lose their richness and depth, and really... I can't and won't lose that.

Oh, also, regarding the subject line of this entry, I think there is maybe one person out there who will truly understand that. I'm tempted to make the rest of the world understand... but at the sametime.... not really. I will say that the last time I went to Busch Gardens I melted. I mean, whew. It was like that.

I suppose much like post dating a check, I've post-dated this entry. I started it Wednesday night, but was like, nah, I don't want it to show up as a wednesday entry, and so I decided it would "post" around 10:55 a.m. on Thursday... which is cool that I can do that.

Oh, and I'm proud of myself because yesterday I figured out how to fix a slight problem I had created with my journal by unbanning someone from posting. Why I had banned them will remain a mystery to me. (Well, not a full mystery, more like a drunken mystery. By that I mean, when you're drunk you can do some stupid ass shit, and then the next morning you might see the results of it. "why the hell is my toilet in the lawn, oh that's right, last night it was a great night out and i thought, hell i wanna take a dump, but it's a nice night out, so instead of being logical and opening the window, i'll move the toilet outside.)

So yeah, it was that kind of a mystery.

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